I had a bad day again...
well last night basically sucked. and for those of you who dont know... me and adam broke up a few weeks ago. we are still kind of together but it really isnt the same. everyone keeps bringing it up and rubbing it in my face that me and him arnt together and i hate it! and last night... people were just making me mad. and i was fine until someone said that adam didnt care about anyone but himself. it pissed me off more than anything but i couldnt say anything about it because i was in a church bus. but hey im not anymore and as long as she apologizes to him im fine. it was just way out of line.
other than that... i finally made honor roll even though no one really cares. im sick and tired of hearing "oh you did really good... but you could still do better." "why dont you get grades like your sister?" im just sick of it. its bull. i work my ass off and get 3 b's and an a... she doesnt work her ass off and shes graduating a year early. man i need a new family.
no one understands how fucking hard it is to be happy all the time. i just lost one of the only people that have ever cared about me.... and everyone needs to keep reminding me like i dont think about it enough as it is. and i just hate this. all of it. and then everyone wants me to deal with their problems... well im sorry but i have enough of my own to work on.
i love you adam always and forever
<3brittni
other than that... i finally made honor roll even though no one really cares. im sick and tired of hearing "oh you did really good... but you could still do better." "why dont you get grades like your sister?" im just sick of it. its bull. i work my ass off and get 3 b's and an a... she doesnt work her ass off and shes graduating a year early. man i need a new family.
no one understands how fucking hard it is to be happy all the time. i just lost one of the only people that have ever cared about me.... and everyone needs to keep reminding me like i dont think about it enough as it is. and i just hate this. all of it. and then everyone wants me to deal with their problems... well im sorry but i have enough of my own to work on.
i love you adam always and forever
<3brittni