rest in peace, rikki lewis..<3
hey..pray for paige& her family..her sister died the other day, so keep them in our thoughts& prayers.
kerry was supposed to get his liscense today, but the place was closed..sux..
wow im so disappointed in aaron! matt said he was smoking with him on friday! he didnt last time, but w/e. hes like "no! i didnt smoke.."& im like "riight.."
omg!!!if you read cheryls l/j& the comment i left, youd no about me& drummer dude a little..wow i didnt even get his name!!!me, cher, johnny, kenny,& lance were at the carnival& we were watching the band&the drummer dude was so fkin hot!we kept looking at eachother..HE SCREAMS!!! he put the scream in screamo...well he didnt scream alot but just a little screaming makes any music better. so i walked up to him after,& im like "hey, you play good.."&hes like "thanx..ive only been playing sense i was 10.."&im like "how old are you now?"&hes like "15..u?"&im like "14"& hes like "cool,what school do you go to?"&im like "indian ridge..so0o..do you have a g/f?"(as you can tell i work fast..lol)&hes like "uh..yeah..shes over there.."&he waved at her& she came over& was like your great& they kissed& im like grrr!DIE BITCH!!lol& i got kinda sad& im like "ok, well i leave you alone now.."&hes like "NO!..you dont have to..c'mon.."&im like "no..its ok."&hes like "are you ok?"& im like "yeah, im fine.."& hes like "ok, well i hope-i mean-maybe ill see you around.."& im like "i hope so..bye"& he said bye& i caught up with everyone cuz they ditched me after the show.
i think im giving up on aaron..i mean-were getting somewhere-but not anymore than friends. i still like him, im just not gonna really try anymore..thats kinda what happened with jason; even though everyones like "jasons an ass, hes a loser" or "if he doesnt like you than its his loss", but ive never stopped liking him(duh)..like i always say.."you never stop loving someone; you just learn to live w/o them.." but loser ppl still ask me if id ever go out with him& i guess so..but its doesnt really matter anyways..him or aaron will never like me& i just have to suck it up& deal..ill find someone else soon..(COMMENT!<3XOkitkatXOcall me..look at my last entry for my#!)
kerry was supposed to get his liscense today, but the place was closed..sux..
wow im so disappointed in aaron! matt said he was smoking with him on friday! he didnt last time, but w/e. hes like "no! i didnt smoke.."& im like "riight.."
omg!!!if you read cheryls l/j& the comment i left, youd no about me& drummer dude a little..wow i didnt even get his name!!!me, cher, johnny, kenny,& lance were at the carnival& we were watching the band&the drummer dude was so fkin hot!we kept looking at eachother..HE SCREAMS!!! he put the scream in screamo...well he didnt scream alot but just a little screaming makes any music better. so i walked up to him after,& im like "hey, you play good.."&hes like "thanx..ive only been playing sense i was 10.."&im like "how old are you now?"&hes like "15..u?"&im like "14"& hes like "cool,what school do you go to?"&im like "indian ridge..so0o..do you have a g/f?"(as you can tell i work fast..lol)&hes like "uh..yeah..shes over there.."&he waved at her& she came over& was like your great& they kissed& im like grrr!DIE BITCH!!lol& i got kinda sad& im like "ok, well i leave you alone now.."&hes like "NO!..you dont have to..c'mon.."&im like "no..its ok."&hes like "are you ok?"& im like "yeah, im fine.."& hes like "ok, well i hope-i mean-maybe ill see you around.."& im like "i hope so..bye"& he said bye& i caught up with everyone cuz they ditched me after the show.
i think im giving up on aaron..i mean-were getting somewhere-but not anymore than friends. i still like him, im just not gonna really try anymore..thats kinda what happened with jason; even though everyones like "jasons an ass, hes a loser" or "if he doesnt like you than its his loss", but ive never stopped liking him(duh)..like i always say.."you never stop loving someone; you just learn to live w/o them.." but loser ppl still ask me if id ever go out with him& i guess so..but its doesnt really matter anyways..him or aaron will never like me& i just have to suck it up& deal..ill find someone else soon..(COMMENT!<3XOkitkatXOcall me..look at my last entry for my#!)