just running stuff
ahhh so tonight is my last night of summer. and guess what i'm doing. nothing. it's actually alright. i had had plan to go out to panara w/ my friends and it was going to be really, really fun and i was looking forward to it a lot. and then it all got screwed up. some people could no longer go and then leigh invited devon rogers (i realllly really don't like devon rogers. she is just one of those people who are horrible and i really don't like being around) of course i didn't tell anyone that's why i wasn't going. but thats why. so then i was just feeling so bad. and sorry for myself because i was looking forward to tonight so much and then i just felt so much disappointment and plus the stress of having a time trial for cross country and feeling lame for not doing anything on the last night of summer and the stress of school starting. i was really upset. but now i'm better. after XC practice i was so sweaty and disgusting and felt sick from the heat and the last thing i wanted to do was go out. and plus those feel good endorphins from a hard workout. haha those are always a plus. and guess what?? I GOT A PR!!! 22:44. i know it's still not great- espiecally if i'm on varsity, i don't want to let the team down. but that's still a PR for me and my goal for the season was simply to break 23 and i already did that and it was only a time trial!! now i want to really focus on breaking 22. because it looks like our team is not as strong as last year and i'm the 7th runner for varsity. oh gosh i'm rambling on and on about running; i really need to stop that.