Feb 21, 2007 19:37
well, today was interesting.
this morning was one of the worst mornings I've had in a long time. : (
basically i skipped 0 and A block, and the rest is history.
i basically got yelled at by both parents and got the "i'm disappointed in you" line.
anyway, it's a long, long story. it just sucked.
then to put the icing on the SHITTY CAKE, i forgot my student council prayer.
it's been marked in my planner for the last few weeks and of course last night is the one night i didn't check it. so, my morning continued being awesome.
the only good thing about missing 0 and A block, which i'm sure were really important classes today, was the fact that i temporarily dodged the whole getting-the-calculus-test-back bullet. K-Ross said her grade dropped 7% and Tayloreus Cainus said hers dropped 11%. LOVELY. JUST LOVELY. I can HARDLY WAIT to get mine back. looks like it'll be an ugly friday. hahaha OH WELL.
fortunately, the AMAAAAZING weather at lunch today cheered me up a great deal. JAAAASE ran football tryouts, and some really good people are trying out! breaks my heart that we only pick ten. : ( by the way, erica is fucking amazing, can i just say!? i was watching her do ladders from afar and she is FAST. oh my GOD. i also really liked her bra (she showed me, hahah) ...it's my favorite color of all time! anyway, it's weird. i find that if i'm upset, the things that can cheer me up the most effectively are a) the outdoors b) hugs & shmiles. : )
JESUIT CHOIR! 'nuff said.
the in-class essay was....interesting. i've never really done anything quite that weird before....an in-class essay on a laptop? phwoar. i finished in time, which means it's on crack and completely grammatically incorrect in at least five places. ; ) good thing i wasn't sitting NEXT to kaffy, because i know i would have peeked at hers and lost what little faith i had in mine. hahah. i printed it out and read it over...and...wow. let's just leave it at that!
speaking of faith, i am not giving anything up for lent. i don't really believe in giving things up anymore (what's the point? no, really? it just makes you angry, haha).....instead, i have decided to try and believe in myself more. that's right, i have decided to make an effort to catch myself anytime i am about to 1) concoct reasons as to why i suck in certain areas (in case you haven't noticed, i ALWAYS say i suck. doesn't matter if it's something i'm actually fairly good at, for some reason. hahah) 2) think i can't do something 3) put myself down 4) etc.
seriously. it's the root of a ton of the major problems i've had this year.
(you might know what i'm talking about, and you might not....)
but yeah. we'll see if it works. ; ) LOL.
anyway, pizza time!
LOVE TO Y'ALL!!!!
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