goodbye.
tonight was the last time i ever seen chris and geoffy for god knows how long. maybe forever, maybe not. hopefully not. we were at the store for awhile, then geoffy came and we just hung out with him. a little while later, chris came. chris was only there for about a grand total of ten minutes, which really upset me, since it's the first i've seen him since friday and he was drunk that night. (we were with geoffy earlier today). anyway, he came and sat down next to me, punched me in the arm, and laughed when i said it hurt. just like old times. i didn't even have the time to ask him if he remembered friday night. next thing you know, stephen is leaving and they're getting a ride with him. so i give geoffy a massive hug, and tell him that i'm going to miss him. then i give chris an even bigger hug. and then, i just stood there while they walked towards the car. it was absolutely heartbreaking. a few seconds later, they pulled out of the parking lot. then it was quiet. i just stood there, biting my lip, holding back the tears. i knew that if i blinked, they would be streaming down my face, like they are right now. i then got amanda to go behind the store and we both decided that we couldn't stay there, we were both on the verge of crying and just wanted to go home and wallow. so that we did. we left the store with tears in our eyes, and sorrow in our hearts. it was goodbye.