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So I just found out that my parents are gonna be gone for 4 days... FOUR DAYS???? You would think I would be happy, but I'm not. I HATE being by myself... but of course I'm gonna have Chino here... but damn, that's a long time. I remember I used to beg my parents to leave me for days and they would say no cuz they don't trust me, so now all of a sudden? They're going to go visit my sister in Lompoc (about 20 min. away from Santa Barbara) cuz she just had my niece... I'm scared. I'm mostly scared because I'm worried... I don't like my parents driving far places, it makes me nervous. I'm such a pussy, millions of kids would kill to be in my shoes. It's not like I can party anyways, cuz I work all the days they'll be gone. Just loads of sex. I just worry a lot... uuugghhh I hate that about myself. Fuck work I don't wanna go to work tomorrow!!! Well I just hope by that time I have my Vacation Collection DVDs