so yea.... the working girl...

[cray_likes_fire]

so i have no time to do anything, but eat, sleep shower, potty, and go to work... i started work on my BIRTHDAY... sucked. it was only supposed to be orentation, but they asked me to stay to work 10-6... so i was like sure whatever... so i did, and that begain my continuious string of NO LIFE syndrome... so tuesday i believe it was, my boyfriend(ex) calles me and was like "you need to desided if you can make time for me, i know your trying to do your damn thang, but..." i was pissed... i was like "its not my 'damn thang' i am trying to do, its called surviving, and i need to work to do that, and this job pays me good, and if you can't handel me trying to get my life togather for a while, then your right i have no time for you" and he was like "can we still be friends?" so i said "yea, whatever!" and proceeded to hang up on him... lol i love being me, i turned into such a bitch cause of this kid... not that i wasnt a bitch before, but i am even more so now... i am not to hurt buy it, but for him, who was SOOOOOOO inlove with me, yeah i am not talking to so i have no idea how he is handeling it, and quite frankly i dont give a fucking shit about how he is handeling it... AH HAHAHA...fucker

anyways, i need to do my laundry, take a shower/shave my legs (i am soooooo getting room keys and gettin drunk with Peanuts... maybe some fucking...who am i kiddin of course there will be fucking, we have been doing it all week...TOLD YA KYLA!!!! oohhhhhh yea)and then i need to hit the hay... i am tired, over tired... to the point where i am not tired anymore, lol yeah. delosional!!!(totaly spelled worng, but i dont give a shit! woot woot!)

yup its about that time...
i'd much rather be scraping my eyeballs out with a spork right about now, then to continue doing this...
hit up the cellular if you need me, i might be grouchy cause you will have prolly woken me up... but do it anyways, it would be nice to hear from you... 774-573-1649...
yours always...
Cynthia Lynn