defeat

Aug 26, 2006 23:10

I don't know else to describe the way I'm feeling other than defeated. By life. I've been climbing a mountain ever since I was born, and even though I wasn't halfway up yet, I still lost every foot I've gained in the past 20 years. You win, life, you win. I will throw in the towel and let you kick the piss out of me.

I don't try hard enough. At anything. If I can't make it work, then what can I do? He doesn't seem like the same person he used to be. He's not as happy. I'm not as happy. I've acquired some issues through this whole situation. Some issues that I can't beat. Some issues that I may never beat, no matter where my life takes me. Where is my life taking me?
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