[ Accidental Voice ]
( Semi-backdated: The post was recorded yesterday, after the argument with Yuusuke, but had not been posted. After posting the previous one, he posted it when trying to delete it--he is not so good with technology. )
[ A soft, dull thud, the communicator dropping to the bed beside him. After a few moments, there's a shaky breath. A few moments after that, a loud sniffle. Several long moments of silence, before another trembling breath, but it quickly becomes stifled sobs. This does not last long, as they are forcibly cut off. Soon, there is a rustling of papers and cloth as he rifles through his bag. Another thud, as he dropped the bag to the floor. Another sniffle. And, at last, words. Spoken softly.]
...I'm sorry I couldn't be there...nineteen years in a row...March 23rd...I haven't missed. And now...I am so very far away...If you--if you were here....
[ His voice cracks, and there is a faint sound, lips pressing against something and being pulled away. ]
...I am so sorry...
[ Even softer, barely audible. ]
...I love you, mom...
[ A barely controlled, shaky breath, followed by another stifled sob. The recording cuts off abruptly. ]
[ A soft, dull thud, the communicator dropping to the bed beside him. After a few moments, there's a shaky breath. A few moments after that, a loud sniffle. Several long moments of silence, before another trembling breath, but it quickly becomes stifled sobs. This does not last long, as they are forcibly cut off. Soon, there is a rustling of papers and cloth as he rifles through his bag. Another thud, as he dropped the bag to the floor. Another sniffle. And, at last, words. Spoken softly.]
...I'm sorry I couldn't be there...nineteen years in a row...March 23rd...I haven't missed. And now...I am so very far away...If you--if you were here....
[ His voice cracks, and there is a faint sound, lips pressing against something and being pulled away. ]
...I am so sorry...
[ Even softer, barely audible. ]
...I love you, mom...
[ A barely controlled, shaky breath, followed by another stifled sob. The recording cuts off abruptly. ]