So...
Here I am in TN, I have so many things on my mind. Greg, Work, Money...
Greg, I know that I am in love with him. But it will not come out of my mouth to him. I dont know why. They way I know that I am is because about a month ago I was on the phone with Amanda and she asked me if I was in love. I kinda stalled on my response. Then I said "I think so" she came back and said she could tell that I was in love. She knows me to well. I guess I was trying to fool myself into thinking that I am not in love with him. I love just laying on his bed watching TV. We .were working on his on the entry of the loft last weekend. He is having hardwood floors installed and decided to put a cork floor in the entry. I went over and helped him install it. Then helped him clean up the mess that was in the kitchen. There is not too many people that I would do that for. Very Very few people. Then on Sunday we went to the Auto Show, we were there for almost four hours. We set in almost all of the cars, well at least the ones that we liked. We have been together the last few weekends pretty much everyday with the occasional days that we dont see each other. He seems to enjoy being around me (at least I hope he does). We send each other messages all the time, when I leave his place at night going home. In the morning on the way to work, or if either of us are having a rough day. The other one usually sends back something that tries to help the other one out.
Work is going better, Dennis was out of town last week and I was in charge of the store. That was really fun, Billy the pharmacist that I was covering for Dennis was telling me that I needed to go and talk to William about paying me more. He even offered to get William to go out and eat one night if I wanted to go that would be the best time to talk to him. He even called William and told him that I was the first one that they needed to send out to Texas to get the certification for compounding. For him to do that and get things started it was really nice if him.
Money, Im thinking Im going to have to get a second job just to afford my life as it has become. I really don't want a second job, as I feel I really dont have the time for another one. Plus I love the weekends off and not having to work nights. But if it comes down to it , I will have too.
That is all for now as my niece is wanting me to take her to get something to eat.
Greg, I know that I am in love with him. But it will not come out of my mouth to him. I dont know why. They way I know that I am is because about a month ago I was on the phone with Amanda and she asked me if I was in love. I kinda stalled on my response. Then I said "I think so" she came back and said she could tell that I was in love. She knows me to well. I guess I was trying to fool myself into thinking that I am not in love with him. I love just laying on his bed watching TV. We .were working on his on the entry of the loft last weekend. He is having hardwood floors installed and decided to put a cork floor in the entry. I went over and helped him install it. Then helped him clean up the mess that was in the kitchen. There is not too many people that I would do that for. Very Very few people. Then on Sunday we went to the Auto Show, we were there for almost four hours. We set in almost all of the cars, well at least the ones that we liked. We have been together the last few weekends pretty much everyday with the occasional days that we dont see each other. He seems to enjoy being around me (at least I hope he does). We send each other messages all the time, when I leave his place at night going home. In the morning on the way to work, or if either of us are having a rough day. The other one usually sends back something that tries to help the other one out.
Work is going better, Dennis was out of town last week and I was in charge of the store. That was really fun, Billy the pharmacist that I was covering for Dennis was telling me that I needed to go and talk to William about paying me more. He even offered to get William to go out and eat one night if I wanted to go that would be the best time to talk to him. He even called William and told him that I was the first one that they needed to send out to Texas to get the certification for compounding. For him to do that and get things started it was really nice if him.
Money, Im thinking Im going to have to get a second job just to afford my life as it has become. I really don't want a second job, as I feel I really dont have the time for another one. Plus I love the weekends off and not having to work nights. But if it comes down to it , I will have too.
That is all for now as my niece is wanting me to take her to get something to eat.