Earlier....
So I get home today from work and was talking to my Grandmother. She is in her 3rd week of treatments, Chemo and Radiation. I called and woke her up today. I tried to get off of the phone with her so she could rest but she told me no. So we are talking and she starts telling me that her throat is starting to hurt. I try to get off the phone with her and she has no intentions of letting me go. So we keep on talking and I just start crying. Not the quiet crying that you can hide. So here I am talking to my grandmother, sobbing, trying to hide it but cant. I am going home to TN this weekend to see my family and spend some quality time with my Granny. It just sucks that I have a few hours there.
I also want to see Amanda, she is just days away from having the baby.
I also want to see Amanda, she is just days away from having the baby.