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I guess all of the things going on in my life as of late has finally got me. I have been so full emotions for the last three months. With the breakup and the move and now the things going on with my grandmother. I am sitting here and the phone with William and trying not to cry. He came over Wednesday night and stayed with me as I did not want to be alone. He held me all night and it felt sa good. I miss him so much, I would give anything to have him by my side. We talk every night and still go out once or twice a week. I really look forward to seeing him and getting to spend the time with him. I still say that I love him, which is true he is all that I think about. I am sitting here talking to William on the phone. Trying not to let him hear that I am crying. Its just to much for me to take in now, with all of the things that have been thrown at me, I just want to crawl up in a ball in a room somewhere and cry and scream as loud as I can.