Today was good for the most part, until I came home to an empty house. I hate being alone, all I do then is think about what I have done, and who I hurt.
i hope this makes sense and isn't out of line.....pharm1215March 4 2006, 05:53:49 UTC
Mr. T,
I know what I'm about to type is easier typed than done. You realize you made a huge ass mistake. You realize you hurt yourself, but more importantly you realize you hurt someone else. It seems that you have taken responsibility for your actions, which is something most people can't do. I sense that you keep beating yourself up over the situation, but that's not going to make anything change. Continuing to be hard on yourself will only cause you hurt more. You've learned a lesson the hard way-- try to remember that--- mistake made, lesson learned--- think "I can be a better person because of this."
Ok... I think I'm starting to ramble. When you're Atlanta I'll do my best to help you find some stuff to take your mind of things.
Re: i hope this makes sense and isn't out of line.....crawford284March 4 2006, 12:49:24 UTC
Hey there Dustin, Thanks for the words of advice. I think my whole problem is where I dont see someone like I am used too. Im hoping that my move will help me out of my slump. Yes I have been hard on myself, guess my damn conscience is trying to tell me that I fucked up. I cant wait to get there and start over.
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I know what I'm about to type is easier typed than done. You realize you made a huge ass mistake. You realize you hurt yourself, but more importantly you realize you hurt someone else. It seems that you have taken responsibility for your actions, which is something most people can't do. I sense that you keep beating yourself up over the situation, but that's not going to make anything change. Continuing to be hard on yourself will only cause you hurt more. You've learned a lesson the hard way-- try to remember that--- mistake made, lesson learned--- think "I can be a better person because of this."
Ok... I think I'm starting to ramble. When you're Atlanta I'll do my best to help you find some stuff to take your mind of things.
take care,
Dustin
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Thanks for the words of advice. I think my whole problem is where I dont see someone like I am used too. Im hoping that my move will help me out of my slump. Yes I have been hard on myself, guess my damn conscience is trying to tell me that I fucked up. I cant wait to get there and start over.
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