a tribute to being bad ass...and to steven of course
it's kind of sad hearing everyone say goodbye to me...we really were a bunch of bad asses senior year...i know that it was really dramatic and hearbreaking at times, but senior year was so fucking awesome...the way we gave ourselves 3 lunch periods as we damn well pleased and wanted to...the way we sat on the tables and not on the chairs...the way we never worried about walking down the halls without a pass...the way we left school early like it was nobody's business...i dont know how to explain that every step we took was...dignified...because we were rulers of everything cool. everything bad ass. everything everyone else wanted....and now? well...now we're small again...but i still feel big (pun not intended, but rather true)...i feel like i can push through this year really fast and finally get to where i'm going...and i'm gonna have fun getting there...this year didn't turn out to be what i had planned it to be, but something tells me i'm gonna love it and appreciate it...and something tells me i'm gonna miss steven...but i dont feel it yet...for those of you that dont know, steven, by some WEIRD OUT OF WAK alignment of the planets and sum UNEXPLAINABLE magnetic force, turned out to be my "best friend" ...somehow we ended up doing everything together...like everything...sometimes we would even shower together to conserve water...j/k...but seriously, we spend alottta time together...maybe tooo much time...maybe we got into a buncha trouble all the time...maybe sumtimes it was on purpose...maybe sumtimes i would walk around with him yelling really loud JUST to hear him tell me to calm down and shut up...maybe we gave fast food places toooo much business after 5th period...maybe we drank too many frapuccinos as barnes&noble...maybe steve and i will end up being eachothers neighbors in...oh...say, 12 years? and we'll keep doing all the things we've always done...and our spouses will think that we're having an affair...but, truth be revealed, we're really just the two coolest kids in the world drinking coffee and eating burgers. listening to music and talking about...whateverthehell it is that we spend all day talking about...