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I really, really hate being fucked in the head. It's starting to bother me how messed up my thinking is. It's like...I know what my heart wants. I know what my head wants. And then I go and completely refuse to listen to either of them. And then I wind up fucking myself over.
Holy shit life is too irritaiting for me.
I have never been suicidal per say, but I do really think that I am doing nothing of importance. What exactly do I do that has any meaning, to myself or others?
Nothing.
Fuck it.
I'm sick of trying.
I'm sick of failing.
I'm sick of this pointless exsistance.
I'm slightly moody, in case you couldn't tell.
Holy shit life is too irritaiting for me.
I have never been suicidal per say, but I do really think that I am doing nothing of importance. What exactly do I do that has any meaning, to myself or others?
Nothing.
Fuck it.
I'm sick of trying.
I'm sick of failing.
I'm sick of this pointless exsistance.
I'm slightly moody, in case you couldn't tell.