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let's see- I've done the taxes today, through i was all blahness. i had this guy asked me if i was okay, cause it looked like i was spacing- eh, right. i was spacing, and i guess i didn't feel so hot, and probably should've waited to get the taxes done for another day, but i wanted it done, and knowing me i would had forgotten until the last day, and i would be rushing to 'reading,' again- that's a hell of a ride from where i am, and i didn't want to do that hell ride again- once was enough for me.
anyway, i tried sleeping after i came back from what i needed to do today, but i think i had about half an hour of sleep cause the damn phone rang- than my throat's on fire, and all i have been doing is drinking cause i need to make my throat numb so it won't hurt. probably i should be sleeping now since i have work early tomorrow, and what not- but i know when i lie my head down on the pillow my throat will be inching like crazy, and i will need a drink- blahness to all the bad luck I've been having. sometimes, I'll wander when my luck will change, or would this badness always stay forever? I don't know anything these days- probably i never did- i just tried to make the best out of life, what could ya do, right? if you aren't feeling, living than why are we here? what's the reason why any of us are here, if all we care about is selfless issues, when we should be worrying about what's really going down in the world today..
until later days,
jacks
"I'm thinking balls are to men, what purses are to women. It's just a little bag but we'd feel naked in public without it."