Jan 23, 2004 07:53
why do we feel like we shoulder, or shoulder-ing to do things- than we would feel betrayed by people who make demands on our lives? I'll never get it, but that's life right? I need to learn to suck up everything, and deal with living. things happened to us all for a reason, but we shoulder-ing pretend we aren't living, cause we are. but, maybe it doesn't feel like it now, but the troubling times will build a thicker skin, and let us face the world in a stronger matter than nothing, or anybody could bring our thick walls down again- though we all have to learn how to let the walls down to the right things out of life, but what are the right things? what can we trust enough to do so? I've been battling with trust for a while now, and i never know who i could trust, or not- but, that's apart of life, i guess. maybe we do meet the wrong people for a reason- to make us stronger than we were before, but why does it only make us feel weak inside than stronger.. i guess we'll never really know the true answers out of life, but we can't go pretending we do- could we? could we fooled the world that we are stronger, than we are? or would that be wrong to do..