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well lets see... I've been broken out in a rash for oh a good couple of weeks now, I assumed it was a reaction to the antibiotic I was taking, but there's no way it's still in my system and I'm still broken out and have this cough. I am starting to think it's a reaction to something in my house, either the animals or dirty dishes or the carpet needing vaccumed or something. I don't know I'm just tired of waking up and coughing a hacking smokers cough. blah, benedryl helps, but makes me sleepy. so yeah that's making me not feel good, which makes me not care about my health/weight... then everyone being pregnant is really disappointing... Let me list... chris and amanda, seb and cathy, brie and brad, josh at work (with twins too!), and jon at work. This sucks mostly because I want to have a baby, I want to be pregnant, but it's not happening. I haven't had a period since I stopped birth control, and i know I should call the doctor about it but I really don't want to. I don't know.
What is good in my life right now... um... work, I've been taught the report stuff on the team so I kinda have a one up on most of the other people, plus to mean it means I've proved myself to the people in charge they know I can do what needs done and am capable of responsibility. So, that makes me happy.
we got a new tv. I think I might take my pc down there and hook it up to it today to see what it's like. The tv's a 46 sony bravia, it's like awesome randy convinced me to let him get it, we used the extra student loan money he got. I kinda hate that we did, but I loves the tv. We got our state tax refund back already, I only filed them like last friday or saturday, so it's not been a week. We're going to buy a dishwasher that will actually wash dishes. Like today I went to get a bowl for my cereal... I found three that had hints of a like milk ring before I just went through the ones i washed yesterday to see if any of them got clean. yeah, and you can only wash like 6 pieces of silverware before they stop getting clean. stupid door silverware rack... anyways...
oh yeah and randy gave me my v-day gift early. It was a blue ds lite. so like he's been planning on getting it for me, apparently, and the new color was just released. so he got it, and the csi game and another game which I can't remember the title of, but I likes them... :)
other news... rachel is getting married... I still can't decide how I feel about it. I don't dislike greg, but I've always been the one who hears all the "awful things" he does. I think I've sorta decided that really a lot of their fights are just fights. I came of the opinion when living with trudy and daniel that every relationship is different. You cannot tell someone that their relationship is bad, because as long as it's good for them. Like trudy and daniel argue a lot, but that is just how they work things out. I think rachel and greg argue more because I think rachel wants to argue about something, or that how she gets he point across to greg. I think that randy and I don't argue too much because instead of yelling at each other I tell him what I don't like and he goes "I know" and that's just about it. I rarely yell I think I get sad instead of mad a lot... that's just how we are. So guess I don't think there's anything wrong with their relationship, and I think it's fine that they're getting married. I think really the only think that makes me stand-offish is because I don't really have anything in common with Greg. But, at the same time he has everything in common with rachel that I don't... so anyways... it means she's moving out, which while I liked the extra money, I don't mind her leaving...
well anyways. I think I'm gonna stop writing. I'm not so interested anymore... P&L later
What is good in my life right now... um... work, I've been taught the report stuff on the team so I kinda have a one up on most of the other people, plus to mean it means I've proved myself to the people in charge they know I can do what needs done and am capable of responsibility. So, that makes me happy.
we got a new tv. I think I might take my pc down there and hook it up to it today to see what it's like. The tv's a 46 sony bravia, it's like awesome randy convinced me to let him get it, we used the extra student loan money he got. I kinda hate that we did, but I loves the tv. We got our state tax refund back already, I only filed them like last friday or saturday, so it's not been a week. We're going to buy a dishwasher that will actually wash dishes. Like today I went to get a bowl for my cereal... I found three that had hints of a like milk ring before I just went through the ones i washed yesterday to see if any of them got clean. yeah, and you can only wash like 6 pieces of silverware before they stop getting clean. stupid door silverware rack... anyways...
oh yeah and randy gave me my v-day gift early. It was a blue ds lite. so like he's been planning on getting it for me, apparently, and the new color was just released. so he got it, and the csi game and another game which I can't remember the title of, but I likes them... :)
other news... rachel is getting married... I still can't decide how I feel about it. I don't dislike greg, but I've always been the one who hears all the "awful things" he does. I think I've sorta decided that really a lot of their fights are just fights. I came of the opinion when living with trudy and daniel that every relationship is different. You cannot tell someone that their relationship is bad, because as long as it's good for them. Like trudy and daniel argue a lot, but that is just how they work things out. I think rachel and greg argue more because I think rachel wants to argue about something, or that how she gets he point across to greg. I think that randy and I don't argue too much because instead of yelling at each other I tell him what I don't like and he goes "I know" and that's just about it. I rarely yell I think I get sad instead of mad a lot... that's just how we are. So guess I don't think there's anything wrong with their relationship, and I think it's fine that they're getting married. I think really the only think that makes me stand-offish is because I don't really have anything in common with Greg. But, at the same time he has everything in common with rachel that I don't... so anyways... it means she's moving out, which while I liked the extra money, I don't mind her leaving...
well anyways. I think I'm gonna stop writing. I'm not so interested anymore... P&L later