crap
feel like shit this morning. i miss certain people i shouldnt. i miss certain friends i gaveup on. i miss music, sex, and life. i miss being not single. i miss the space once filled next to me when i slept. i miss you. i feel like total shit and have been listening to music since about 8:00 this morning, trying to clear my head. maybe i just need a hug, or mabe i need just a simple smile to let me know it will be ok. but im trying, and im planning on getting more new friends soon, just havent had the time or money yet. whatever folk, im not some emo bitch who complains on lj, the people know my troubles b4 it gets here, but its nice to have it down in case they forget. im outta here