o0o that smell...
Help me to stop living in the past. I need to realize those days are over and it's time to look towards the future. I need to stop wishing that for just one second I could enjoy those days again. they're gone. I need to stop thinking about them. Help me to stop thinking about them. My heart is broken by those thoughts, and that is not what I need. stop.
I live in South Carolina now. God sent me here for a reason.
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Crazy how in a matter of 3 mins of writing this, God answered my prayer.
"You got to experience what it was like to see eachother everyday. Now you are hurting because you wish to return. If you are meant to be, you will be. And if you are, imagine how much better life will be for you two when you can finally see each other everyday and anyday. Many couples take advantage of seeing eachother everyday, but you two will be different. Seek for my plan and realize everything I have blessed you with in the past can only be greater in the future. You are my precious daughter and I love to bless you because you have strong faith in me."
Sorry this doesn't make any sense, but it was good for me to write it down and clear things up. Thoughts in your head can jumble so quickly. I like to write them out and realize life isn't all that bad.
Love you.