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[crave_approval]

I...don't really know how to feel right now.
There are so many things I could wish for.
I could wish for self-confidence;
for being ok with being independent;
for having enough belief in myself to not depend on others for reassurance;
for having some semblance of an idea of what I want;
for the ability to budget my time the way I should be able to.
I could wish for the appearance I've always wanted;
the focus I've dreamed of having;
the eloquence I've craved.
I should wish for a cure to all diseases;
a way to feed the hungry and shelter the homeless;
an end to war across the world.

But all I would ask for would be a little more patience;
and a way to make everything work out in the end.