dream: on a train
I wonder how much longer Livejournal is going to be around. . . I like it a lot, but there's only two people I know who use it now.
I had some dream, about being at a furry con, and riding on a train ride; the kind you'd find at a fair ground. A kind of historic ride through a mine. Education for the kids.
I was so happy about being furry, before I was hurt, and now I just feel dead inside. . .I started dating someone, and our relationship is pretty strong now. They make me feel like, different; better.
He's into a lot of things I like, and it's nice finally getting to do some of these kinks. I feel so uninterested, though. I think "What am I supposed to feel when we do this?" I feel like it's not even happening; like I'm dead.
I've already written too much, I feel like. Nobody's going to read it, anyway.
I know I can recover. It feels like trying to learn how to walk again, and I can. . .It would be nice to go walking with other people, but when I meet other people, they run off like it's a race; obviously I can't compete at that level. I think it would be nice to do things with other people. .
I had some dream, about being at a furry con, and riding on a train ride; the kind you'd find at a fair ground. A kind of historic ride through a mine. Education for the kids.
I was so happy about being furry, before I was hurt, and now I just feel dead inside. . .I started dating someone, and our relationship is pretty strong now. They make me feel like, different; better.
He's into a lot of things I like, and it's nice finally getting to do some of these kinks. I feel so uninterested, though. I think "What am I supposed to feel when we do this?" I feel like it's not even happening; like I'm dead.
I've already written too much, I feel like. Nobody's going to read it, anyway.
I know I can recover. It feels like trying to learn how to walk again, and I can. . .It would be nice to go walking with other people, but when I meet other people, they run off like it's a race; obviously I can't compete at that level. I think it would be nice to do things with other people. .