same things over in my head
ok well its been days now and stil i have her in my head i cant seem to let it go. but im scared like ive said i dont take rejection well in other words i feel like im a perfectionist it takes alot for me to satisfy my self and that makes things so difficult for me. when i speak of 'her' its always the same person and we all no who she is i would suppose. but like i said i just dont no what to do ive gotten advise sure but in my head ive got it all written down to what i want to say. i feel like i love her but yet 'do i no what that is yet i feel young damn i am im only 18' but yet i cant seem to let her go. when i talk to her its like my troubles all go away i dont want to be blinded i been there b4 and it wasnt happy for me all more pain to add to my life. her smile, her eyes, everything it just blows me away.ok well i could go on i just had to write some of it out for now i will finish later ok bi