i'm not scared, i'm not anything
i feel pretty good. besides being paranoid that i have some terrible circulation problem and that's why my leg always hurts and why there's a huge bright blue line down my calf. i haven't bee hanging out that much, and actually, i like being by myself. it's a big change. i get so much more stuff done! plus school is almost overwhelming right now, but i've got a four-day weekend, so i think i can get a handle on it.
i talked to someone i haven't talked to in a while last night. he made me laugh a lot. he told me his girlfriend moved in with him, and i pictured him getting married, and i got really weirded out for a minute. i'm not sure why. i think if any of my ex boyfriends ever get married, i'll probably feel that same weird, pukey feeling. strange.
things are so nice right now, being alone, doing so much intellectual work. i would like to hang out occasionally, though, so if anybody wants to, you know, take me out or anything, feel free.
you know where i am.
so do i.
i talked to someone i haven't talked to in a while last night. he made me laugh a lot. he told me his girlfriend moved in with him, and i pictured him getting married, and i got really weirded out for a minute. i'm not sure why. i think if any of my ex boyfriends ever get married, i'll probably feel that same weird, pukey feeling. strange.
things are so nice right now, being alone, doing so much intellectual work. i would like to hang out occasionally, though, so if anybody wants to, you know, take me out or anything, feel free.
you know where i am.
so do i.