wake up sleepyhead, it's time to go to school

[crashthisshore]

i'm about to leave for school. being that i am entirely socially anxious and incredibly socially awkward, the first day of school for me has been about the same ever since first grade. granted, i have learned to manage my fear a little better since then, but i still get that throw-up feeling. mostly, i think i'm going to walk into the wrong class or i won't know anybody there, blah blah. in the end, i don't even really care if that happens, but i'd like for things to go as smoothly as possible.

i'm really into reading my horoscope every day now. taurus=low risk taker. that says a lot about me.

okay, time to take the fucking forty minute long trainride. and get some motherfucking coffee.