i don't remember goodbye this morning
my hamster is out of control. he stayed up all night taking apart a paper towel roll. i actually had dreams about him because he was being so loud. i dreamt that he was making a nest out of the cardboard shavings he had clawed and bitten off, and that he was actually a she, and gave birth to many baby hamsters, and i wanted to throw them in the garbage. i'm glad ian didn't wake me up to say bye because i would not have been able to fall back asleep with all that stupid scratching and gnawing.
i wish it was may, and that i had a ton of money. i wonder what i'll end up doing on my birthday. kinda far off, but meh. ian's birthday is pretty soon. well, a little more than a month, but still. i have no idea what to get him. i'd better have some money by that point. after i get my tax return, i should be fine with money. and there is that other money-saving plan... i hope that happens...
this is a weird morning because i can't have coffee. there is no sugar, no cream, and only a tiny bit of milk left. i'm so used to taking coffee with me to school. and i don't even have any money to buy coffee at dunkin donuts. well, i do have a cupon for a $1 med. iced, but i don't have a dollar! yesterday i paid jenna for my gatorade with my last dollar and a T token. rock.
i need to start writing more. not this thing. my real stuff.
uh.
also: i miss my sister. also also: i wish i could go to NH for a day or two.
i wish it was may, and that i had a ton of money. i wonder what i'll end up doing on my birthday. kinda far off, but meh. ian's birthday is pretty soon. well, a little more than a month, but still. i have no idea what to get him. i'd better have some money by that point. after i get my tax return, i should be fine with money. and there is that other money-saving plan... i hope that happens...
this is a weird morning because i can't have coffee. there is no sugar, no cream, and only a tiny bit of milk left. i'm so used to taking coffee with me to school. and i don't even have any money to buy coffee at dunkin donuts. well, i do have a cupon for a $1 med. iced, but i don't have a dollar! yesterday i paid jenna for my gatorade with my last dollar and a T token. rock.
i need to start writing more. not this thing. my real stuff.
uh.
also: i miss my sister. also also: i wish i could go to NH for a day or two.