I'm not sure if this is a happy or a sad story...
It seems like I just can't win.. So.. on Monday, I'm walking to the train, and I notice this REALLY hot guy walking next to me..and omg, he's checking me out!! I didn't really know what to say though because he was really cute and I get shy...well we end up riding the train together and he's staring at me the whole time but says nothing. I get off..go on my way, forget about him. Then, Tuesday night, I'm walking to the train to meet my friend Connie for drinks and I see him again!! This time I couldn't help myself and I smiled really big and so he came over and talked to me.. ya know "hey, I saw you on the train yesterday.." yadda, yadda, asked where I was goin..we found out we live like 3 blocks from each other..and we get to his block and then he said "ok, well I'm going this way I'll see you around" Ok, he didn't get my number, oh well. So then Wednesday I don't see him. Then Thursday morning I see him AGAIN on the way to work and I try to anty up the flirting "haha, you're stalking me" and we talk a bit on the train and I get off at my stop...he still didn't get my number. So I'm thinking "alright, I guess he's shy" So then Thursday night I'm on my way to the train to meet Connie for dinner and I see him AGAIN (WTF FATE?!) and he smiles and comes up to me and we chat for a few seconds. He's lookin all cute in shorts and a tank and has a basketball in his hand and he's walkin with me and I'm thinkin I should be brave and say something like "dude, you don't need to stalk me, if you want my number just ask for it" but before I can, he says "so listen, I hope you don't think I'm not interested in you and that's why I haven't asked for your number. That's not the case, I AM interested.. I'm really attracted to you, and I feel like something should be happening, who knows what could happen, but it's just really bad timing. I have a girlfriend so..." and I'm just like "OH" and we talked for a minute more like "yea, that sucks, oh well.." and then it ended with him going down his block "see you around" I didn't see him this morning. I dunno if I'll see him again..and even if I do, should I try to be friends with him? Gah, the whole thing was so anti-climactic. This sucks! I'm not sure if I should be happy or sad. I'm happy just because it's awesome that this incredibly good looking (and nice, and FAITHFUL) guy is interested in me...but sad because, well wtf, it's like a big tease! Nothing can come from it...gah! The first hot guy since Matthew to be into me and it STILL doesn't end up working in my favor. :(