Grr

[crashtestkitty]

I was doin just fine, happy even!, until he felt the need to tell me he made a new "friend" named Angie (whom happens to be quite pretty) through myspace and who just so happens to live just a few blocks from him. I mean, it's not really anything new, he's always makin new "friends" online, it's just that now that he's officially single, he's finally started making plans to meet them in person!! I feel like I've been punched in the stomach. I don't think I can handle this.. I'm gonna have to cut off all ties completely. I can't let him keep hurting me and my self esteem. :( I wish I didn't care, on paper, he's a total loser..yet I have feelings for him..damn you attachment, damn you! I thought I was finally starting to get over him, because I was happy, but the mention of a new possible girl in his life tears me to pieces. This is so weird.. I don't want him, but I don't want anyone else to have him either.. grr.

Oh, and the fact that the Rangers got creamed in the first game of the playoffs doesn't help lift my spirits :(