*Stay up and make some memories here with us now. Roll the red carpet out wiith friends*

[crashred]

For the first time I think I might miss my high school days. I mean, I have missed the people I knew from high school before, but never those times. Now I am thinking and I really wish for one period of 24 hours I could be back there. I don't really mean my actual high school as much as I do the experiences I had when I was in high school that happened to really have nothing to do with my actual good ol' mjca. Anyway, I think I just miss being that close to people. Now I feel like I always have some kind of wall up. Maybe different ones for different people, but always a wall. Is this what growing up feels like? As cliche as it sounds, right now I just want to be in a car full of friends - Esther, Ruth, Beth, (Asten ~ syke) - with the windows down and the music loud, maybe on the way to Las Palmas or coming home from a night at steak n shake, singing at the top of our lungs and laughing so hard that I think I'm going to accidentally steer off the road. People that I can say anything to, but rarely have to because we all know each other so well already. Wow, I had no idea I felt this way. I think I may have written off all of my Nashville memories as bitter, but suddenly I can't even remember why and I am seeing many of them as sweet.

*Roll on down to midnight, then roll on downtown till its light. Because tomorrow we may die, oh but tonight we're dancing in the faint light. Don't you rob yourself of what you're feeling. Don't rob yourself of all that you could be. Roll on to midnight. Roll till it's right. Come on now. Stay up and make some memories here with us now. Roll the red carpet out with friends.*

Sorry for such an emo post everyone...