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so i have three days til i turn 18.
i'm excited but i know i wont have a good birthday just because i made theeeeee stupidest decision ever.
i regret it i regret it i regret it.
i hate this so much
i'm still crying myself to sleep.
i'm still not over this whole thing and beau.
even though we talked about things, when i see him it still feels like we are together
and i know he feels the same way because of things he said to me
i dont want to be stuck here not knowing whats going to happen
but i guess im just going to have to let things go with the flow
maybe over this time ill get over him
or maybe not.
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who knows.
but sidekick3 in three days. ha
i'm excited but i know i wont have a good birthday just because i made theeeeee stupidest decision ever.
i regret it i regret it i regret it.
i hate this so much
i'm still crying myself to sleep.
i'm still not over this whole thing and beau.
even though we talked about things, when i see him it still feels like we are together
and i know he feels the same way because of things he said to me
i dont want to be stuck here not knowing whats going to happen
but i guess im just going to have to let things go with the flow
maybe over this time ill get over him
or maybe not.
:[
who knows.
but sidekick3 in three days. ha