Oct 07, 2006 22:43
I feel bizarre right now. Miss Sally is not home and I am happy to be alone (this is because I have a secret longing for my own house, of course, so I can walk around naked or do whatever I want, whenever I want), but at the same time I am very sad to be completely alone. I watch movies on television that have sappy couple stuff and it makes me miss Aaron. I think that what we are doing is good for the future and that it keeps us strongly appreciating one another, but I also feel that life is very short and that I want to spend it together... really together. Soon enough... I do want to apologize over the internet for the whole world to see that I was mean to Aaron a few times while he was home. I don't know what gets into me sometimes. He does nothing but treat me like a queen and I have total bitchy emotional outbursts. I really need to get my behavior in check and treat him as great as he makes me happy, which is an inexplicable amount.
I am taking a few minutes away from my drawing homework to write. I have been doing it for hours and am only 1/8 done or so. I really need to pick up the pace. I don't want to though because it is looking really decent. It needs to look really good actually because the grading scale in Drawing II is much more difficult. As it should be.
I am finding it difficult to type. A couple of days ago when I was dusting the piano I had a splinter (almost classifiable as a small piece of wood) go all the way through the tip of my finger. Brutal. Now it is painful to type. Pisser.
I cooked super delicious vegetable chili today. It turned out so great and there is enough for a few days. I believe that I am going to get back to cooking again. I miss it. Every time I make something I get so excited. I also baked my first loaf of bread in our new bread maker. So for dinner I had homemade hearty chili and freshly baked warm bread. Could it get more kick-ass than that? Nah.