friday
today was cool tiring week but it went by fast so i guess thats good. alots been on my mind too. i saw timy im happy hes one of my really good friends! i know exactly when im going to tell alex about my feelings for him. and what im going to say..anyways yea school is really stressing me out already i really wanna go to lake mary sooo bad id do nething to go there but yea whatever maybe i can...but sunday im gong to the beach yey! and my friend gabe told me tht there are going to be really good waves! score! but yea i just really wanna hangout with alex...the more i hangout with him the more i like him its crazy..but yea his birthday is the 28th he'll 17 and i got him three things but yea im gunna tell him in his birthday card...i hope it works out! ive never thought about a guy like this soo much. but yea we mite be going surfing soon igot to talk about it. i just wanna thank lauren for being tere for me your like my sister already tho dont one i wish i did.. but this wekend is gunna be sad tomorrow i am going to a funeral in daytona...i feel so bad too cause i want to go to the beach after that. guh..and my brother is being kicke dout of the houde i thik cause he hit me last nite three times in the head right when he got home. and my old father at st.peters died he was like a dad to me when i went there when i was little. but yea i hafta go now im hanging out with my friend sara later people.