Nov 29, 2005 21:34
Hey you all,
I know I don't really write in here anymore, but I just felt the need to write, don't ask me why? Today was an okay day, I went to school, went to the mall with Kayla to get her a job and check out cologne, then went out to dinner at Pizza Hut with the family, then went to work. Let me tell you about my job; I work at J and W Merchandising, which means nothing to anyone because no one knows what it is. It's two men, James and Matt, who have bought out the overstock from New York from Macy's and Bloomingdale's. Then they sell it for 70% off. It's wonderful deals. Not everything in there is top notch cute stuff you know, but if you need something to wear for cheap it's your place. It's in the mall across from FYE. It's so easy working there because I just stand there and greet people with a "Hey, how are you doing?" and I love being friendly so it all works out well. Beats the heck out of Chickfila. I work with people who are basically all adults, 2 other 16 year olds work there but they aren't ever there when I am. I love my boss James. He's the nicest man ever. I have to work soooo much this week and next week though, gross. I have one day off which is Friday and Tammy, my other boss person had the nerve to ask me to work then as well. I was like how about no. But anyways too much about my job...
I'm in the weirdest mood tonight. I don't know how to explain it I mean I feel sad but I have nothing to be sad about? Everything is going well right now, I have amazing friends, a wonderful boyfriend, and great family. Why would I be sad? I don't know. Now that I think about it I may have a feeling why. We won't go there...
I'm feeling artsy a lot lately, I want to turn on Damien Rice and just paint. Which reminds me I want to get started on my art project. I'm going to paint Dave and hooooopeeefully it will turn out great, I'm excited about it.
I'm ready to grow up, I know they say don't wish your life away but I'm so ready to have my own house, an awesome husband, and just be free of everything. I have this dream job, what it is I don't know, where I can just do my art stuff and be so happy. I'm so ready for that. I'm ready to be able to go to Joe Muggs with my laptop and sit there and drink my latte and just enjoy myself. You know? Yeah I'm a loser...haha
I just got off the phone with Emily, my cousin and best friend. I wish we were still as close as we were last year. I think I need to hang out with her more, she's such a good girl and a great influence. I miss her. We're going to go to the movies this weekend so that should be fun.
Random : I wish I was back at the DMB concert right now. Ahh good times with my best friends. I love them so darn much.
So Christmas is coming up here in a few weeks, I'm ready how about you all? I don't really know what I want, I don't NEED anything to be straight up. I just want some art stuff, paints and such. Hopefully I will be getting a futon for my room because I'm tired of the same ole stuff. I also am probably getting a new quilt for my bed instead of my blue jean comforter. It's from Urban Outfitters and as most of you know, anything from there is WONDERFUL!
I feel like I need to just clean out everything in my room, I've got so much crap just everywhere. Crap on my desk, crap in my floor, crap in my closet, just everywhere! I really just want to redo my room is what it basically comes down to. I want it to be really roomy and spacious, if that makes sense. I want it to look clean and relaxed. I want my art all over my walls, and pictures of me and my beautiful friends.
I need money to go Christmas shopping, I already know of a few gifts I need to purchase, but my boss will not give me my check. It's not that he wont, he just doesn't remember to. But Kayla's gift on the other hand will be from the heart and made by the one and only...Lindsay. I'm sooooo excited about it and she is too but she doesn't know what it is. Neither does anyone else except my parents and brothers. =) So sneaky.
Well sorry this is the most random outburstic retarded entry I have ever written in my life but I hope you enjoyed it. I hope everyone has an amazing evening. I love you all. - Loua