Dec 14, 2004 03:30
I have find out why Iam not happy with some ppl I have been out with .Iam always looking for that person who would challenge me . I only find two ppl . One is not interested and the other just drives me up the wall but they are the only two who I really care abt if they are mad at me . Iam working at this lil kiddie place and it's fun but I already have ppl who don't like me but U know me who give a fuck .Then their this guy who is cute but he remember me of James and Iam not for playing lil Games but at the same time I like it . I dunno I will figure out something . then on other matters my best friend corina is cutting herself and it scares me . I want to help but her family is not letting me . I have told them corina and I are close and alot a like . Specially when it comes to hiding are feelings and hold on to that sadness which is really unhealthy. Then they the Famous James and Eboney I so have feeling for him and Iam starting to miss talking to her .I miss being able to go some where and we would talkin abt guys and girls we see .