the first thing i did when i got the chance is open your journal and read this. omg!! so heartbreaking. the emotions were so raw and in character. especially nathan. i loved the portrayal. ah, my poor heart is breaking :(
i understand. i never loved nathan this much until fugitives. i guess its because they gave his character so much depth and made him so easy to sympathize with... *sigh* fuck the writers for killing him :(
This is why I feel like I have nothing to look forward to in January. If the writers fucked this shit up so bad by taking Nathan away from us, what makes us think they'll do right by Peter in letting him mourn? They're not going to do it justice. I'm so fucking pissed. Nathan was worth sixteen motherfucking Mohinders, okay? They needed to keep him, but kill Nathan? What the fuck? (second stage here. anger. but I think my stages go differently cause I use anger to block out all the other ones.)
If I'm not pissed off, I'm upset. God damn this shit.
keep faith in the fact that peter WILL kill sylar for what he did and even though i love sylar, ill be glad to see him pay for killing nathan. for now, im preparing myslef for peter's heartbreaking goodbye :(
Peter's heartbreaking goodbye hasn't even occurred to me yet. I can't fucking believe these assholes did this. How could they split them up forever?
They teased us with Nathan's death time and time again, and I guess I was lucky cause I started watching during season 3, when I already knew Nathan was okay...
what the fuck? i'm so fucking upset about this. it shouldn't end this way, in the words of Peter in the first episode of season 3.
Even if Peter kills Sylar for this it won't take away the fact that Nathan's gone.
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Why doesn't that surprise me? Anytime I try to write something from Peter's POV it seems that I always am able to do better by Nathan.
This wasn't how it started, you know. I loved Peter first. Why Nathan became my favorite, I'm still trying to figure out.
I try to tell myself many different reasons, but I can never convince myself of the definitive.
It just happened. And it sucks so much.
:(
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If I'm not pissed off, I'm upset. God damn this shit.
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They teased us with Nathan's death time and time again, and I guess I was lucky cause I started watching during season 3, when I already knew Nathan was okay...
what the fuck? i'm so fucking upset about this. it shouldn't end this way, in the words of Peter in the first episode of season 3.
Even if Peter kills Sylar for this it won't take away the fact that Nathan's gone.
*goes away to wipe eyes*
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