I'm so unbelievably sad right now. I'm angry, too. I have never loved a show as much as I did Heroes, and I don't think I ever will again.
I sometimes wish I weren't so emotionally invested in the Petrelli brothers, wish I'd never heard the word "Petrellicest".
Then my heart wouldn't be breaking right now. I wouldn't just suddenly start crying anytime I listen to my favorite Petrelli songs, which I wouldn't have. I know it's just a show, but, seriously. I fall in love with something and I fall hard, even if it's not real.
I can't understand why they thought THIS was how it should go. Nathan and Peter were the heart of the show. Their hug on the roof after Peter floated...captured my heart. I cried when I saw it. Should have known then it would end badly. I thought Heroes was supposed to inspire hope, not break my heart and make me lose faith that good things come to good people?
Um, and am I wrong when I say I couldn't give a shit about Mohinder's fucking discovery? Worthless, worthless character. Nathan was worth sixteen Mohinders.
I can't wait until Peter gets his vengeance. Mama Petrelli should be ashamed of herself for what she's done. And how the hell was Noah able to even look Peter in the eyes when they went to that healing kid's house? And, oh my God, in the promo for next week, is Nathan going to be looking at his own dead body? DNW. I wonder what bullshit story they're going to use to explain the death of the real Nathan. They'd better do him justice.
These last three episodes are going to kill me. I almost cried when Nathan just about broke down Peter's door and gave him the most un-brotherly hug and another secret kiss, this time to his neck.
I'm going to miss my angst brothers so much. But now that I finally know Nathan's fate, maybe I'll be able to really mourn, let this go and heal.
Good news: I'm thinking of writing another AU, to fix this travesty, but not until I see their final scene together.
Fly away home, Nathan my love. Peter will see you again one day. He won't want to live forever without you.