mishaps

[crashgadget]

I definitely left myself open for fucking attack, resulting in this damn frustrated haze.i keep asking myself why....in spanish. ha. I'm coping. "What does this mean?" whaaaaaaat the fuuuuuuck do you think?! god damn. it felt like it did before, and when it came down to it we got nowhere but further away. i should have never gotten too close. should have left it like it was-neutral. now i really don't know what to think. but fuck it.

but it felt so good to be held close.

now-
i'm feelin a bit zombie-like.
what the fuck,whiskey!!!!!

we need dance parties.