22.04.09 wednesday..
Yesterday was DULL.
Syuha when to student seminar!!
i MISS her..as i'm always with her,i FELT somekind of LOST w/out her being next to me..
seriously,maybe i'm getting USED to having her by my side and doing things and sharing alot of stuff together.
SHE is a very extra nice friend. ^.^
and i ALSO miss AIDA!!.i wish she was in our sch :)
so we can hang out MOAR.. now i look forward to working THIS FRIDAY on meeting you..
(cries)..miss you BADLY..
wait i miss alot of other people..IN a missing emotion NOW..
ytd when to PLAY bowling with my friend MUNEER.
ok la.. altho i kept throwing the bowling back into the drain!!
learn slowly..learning doesn't kill (^,^)
And finally everything is complete..done playing my bills and everything..
and i have no $$for like 2 wks?hahaha..
i'm a BIG SPENDER..in a few wks i can spend 700 ...
i also dk what did with the money...i know this month salary not gonna be A BOOM
like last mth..cause since now schooling = less time for work.
WELL at least i have a life..go sch and rest..
but somehow i miss going to work and meeting my work friends..
ITS always like that..when sch ,miss work..when work,miss school.
why is the human instinct like THIS? never satisfy in whatever..
I feel like LAYING on the sand near a beach in the NIGHT and just look at the FULL MOON and stars.
i always want to do this..ALWAYS.. my habit is looking at the full moon..
i always find it beautiful..can i visit the MOON i know its not that beautiful.
what makes it more beautiful is the shine and glow of it..just lay there and forget about everything..
GOES BLANK..this is the nicest present anyone can give me..
today i when out to the polyclinic.haha again? i'm like always getting sick nowadays.
am i'm dying? hope NOT.but who cares.lemme experience alot of things in life first..some challenges of life ..
furthermore idc much about my life..as l always think; yes people do live and will surely die one day..
SO this is just the cycle of LIFE.. and in life there is always UPS and DOWNS .
even if you're a celebrity..or some priests..TRUE?
and never ever not appreciate what people do to you..
THATS why i would like to thanks alot of people in my life.
either it is a gd or bad things you've done to me.. if good i love you for making my life fun..
and for bad ,thanks for making my life difficult at least i can learn from the experience..yes?no?
the thing i can't STAND of anyone. is not appreciating someone.. idc how you look or so whatever.
but at least appreciate..
NOW i feel so emotion? nyohoho.. but i STILL LOVE my friends and family and everyone out there which treats me nicely..
thks alot for your LOVE and CARE :)
Syuha when to student seminar!!
i MISS her..as i'm always with her,i FELT somekind of LOST w/out her being next to me..
seriously,maybe i'm getting USED to having her by my side and doing things and sharing alot of stuff together.
SHE is a very extra nice friend. ^.^
and i ALSO miss AIDA!!.i wish she was in our sch :)
so we can hang out MOAR.. now i look forward to working THIS FRIDAY on meeting you..
(cries)..miss you BADLY..
wait i miss alot of other people..IN a missing emotion NOW..
ytd when to PLAY bowling with my friend MUNEER.
ok la.. altho i kept throwing the bowling back into the drain!!
learn slowly..learning doesn't kill (^,^)
And finally everything is complete..done playing my bills and everything..
and i have no $$for like 2 wks?hahaha..
i'm a BIG SPENDER..in a few wks i can spend 700 ...
i also dk what did with the money...i know this month salary not gonna be A BOOM
like last mth..cause since now schooling = less time for work.
WELL at least i have a life..go sch and rest..
but somehow i miss going to work and meeting my work friends..
ITS always like that..when sch ,miss work..when work,miss school.
why is the human instinct like THIS? never satisfy in whatever..
I feel like LAYING on the sand near a beach in the NIGHT and just look at the FULL MOON and stars.
i always want to do this..ALWAYS.. my habit is looking at the full moon..
i always find it beautiful..can i visit the MOON i know its not that beautiful.
what makes it more beautiful is the shine and glow of it..just lay there and forget about everything..
GOES BLANK..this is the nicest present anyone can give me..
today i when out to the polyclinic.haha again? i'm like always getting sick nowadays.
am i'm dying? hope NOT.but who cares.lemme experience alot of things in life first..some challenges of life ..
furthermore idc much about my life..as l always think; yes people do live and will surely die one day..
SO this is just the cycle of LIFE.. and in life there is always UPS and DOWNS .
even if you're a celebrity..or some priests..TRUE?
and never ever not appreciate what people do to you..
THATS why i would like to thanks alot of people in my life.
either it is a gd or bad things you've done to me.. if good i love you for making my life fun..
and for bad ,thanks for making my life difficult at least i can learn from the experience..yes?no?
the thing i can't STAND of anyone. is not appreciating someone.. idc how you look or so whatever.
but at least appreciate..
NOW i feel so emotion? nyohoho.. but i STILL LOVE my friends and family and everyone out there which treats me nicely..
thks alot for your LOVE and CARE :)