ESSAY? Working Experience for the past Few Dayssssssss
Gosh how happy am I now! to know that tomorrow NO WORK!!
hippeeeee hooorayyy!!!
Well I was supposed to work tomorrow from 6- closing but,
i opt. to work from 4-8 maybe ? but then my Supervisor was like cannot,
but on Tuesday i got class test and i tot maybe if i finish sch at 3 then wrk from 4-8 isn't it better
so i can go home fast and study my arse up!
I've been working non-stop since Wednesday-Sunday (today!!)
from 6-closing and finally today from 12-4!
Damn today is the worst day in my work day. from 12-4 whole straight, I have to give Flyers!
Gosh! This is boredom and plus ytd and the 2 days before
ytd and today syuha not with me to give Flyers so, its kinda bored ,
as always we would hang out and talk while take turns to give flyers
and meet strange kind of ppl!! YES ALOT...!!!!
on the first day of the giving off flyers? thursday?
had to give off flyers infront of the building, it's not that bad for the first day..
Well cause i saw one bunch of Waseda Syibuya Jap. Guys , well they were eating at Subway.
So again being stupidly standing outside the entrance and giving flyers..
They were going bck i guess, so gave them the flyers then. lol. hoho opportunity :)
gave the one infront so he took it.. and wanted to gave the one behind too, but he just looked at me..
LOL.maybe he thinks "wtf is this girl doing?"
haha...if can give everyone of them one by one hahaha...
so yea it was just a while..then idk how many ppl asked me "excuse me girl you know where is the toilet?"
some asked for directions..Some weird ppl, Look at the flyer but nvr take -_-
And oh gosh some were like " oh give my friend behind" when we going to give same answer..
haha what a trail? frm front say behind behind behind?? until no one behind them also they keep saying pass behind?
Gosh!!Two guys (those who work in Church) was walking so pass them a flyer and one said "APA KHABAR!" = "HELLO,HOW ARE YOU"
isn't they supposed to say thank you or something..Ytd a guy came to me and ask whether got promotion if buy in bulk,can put in gallery or not.. wahh..how am i supposed to know that i'm only a part-timer..and ask me whether the phone no. on the paper is MY NO.
scary man...Today again have to do that but gosh!!plus it's so hot and i haven't eaten since morning. cause i was rushing after my religious class thot of eating but nothing to eat at home so yea, maybe hoping at work i can eat but the Fucking COOKER was Fucking FUCK UP!
So i finish at 4 and my supervisor asked us to go get some food to eat just order it from the Cooker.
But this fucking Cooker was like "ehk stupid hor, wheres the boy just now? How many staff meal you want huh? i want you to go make sure who really want the staff meal?Just now order now Order also.CANNINYA".. how am i supposed to know who ordered the previous staff meal?I just got bck from giving Flyers you damn ARSE!!. and if he's tired.. what bout everyone else? they're not tired is it? and plus its like not he's the only one cooking there's other COOKERS.. and FTW!! i gave up on eating, and decided to just go home..
And again no food..from 8morning-6 noon... until just now when to Causeway to buy Pizza.. gosh how happy am i NOW!!!!!!!
I was really Crying for Sake just now b4 going to CP. cause i was thinking hard.. OMG! so stress..have to work straight no BREAK!
and with this shitty cooker! and like every night when i got home my parents were like where you go?i tot you finish work at 10?
why so late and its like what only 11.25? plus sometimes the closing took alot of time until around 11..Gosh.. Clementi to Woodlands is not NEAR!!..This is everyday Thing for me!! it's like if school ends at 4. by 4.30 must be home? Gosh maybe when i'm schooling in secondary sch its ok since the sch is still in WLDS but now.. it's in CLEMENTI!! and everytime i got home they will always asked me with a curious face,
where you go, why go home so late?Sure go out with Guys right? Come on I nvr do that OK!.Sometimes i Feel so SAD, that every night when i reflect back, well i always do it before sleeping, I always think and cry alone.. Like as if they never TRUST me..Am i'm Such a bad kid?
If I see other parents like my friends they always have freedom but the same time their mom TRUST them, Pamper them, call them also to ask if they are going home soon or not, if not then what time? it's ok to go home late...and their parents waiting for them happily at home not to lecture but just ask nicely what you did today hows your day?gd? bad?.... NOT ME.. cause everytime i go home my mom would be either sleeping or by then call me why so late? bla bla? are you sure you working or not? i see you always go home late, where got work end so late like this? now 11 plus alrdy.. And everytime i go bck home my dad will go lazy la you nvr do housework!..and when i just got bck from work .. yes very tired...And nowadays its like Examination week.. and thinking gosh i haven't got alot of time to STUDY!. with work and everything..and problems and moar other stuff..If only my dad haven't retire yet i wouldn't be working NOW!.. cause i felt that gosh i need to work ,how long can i ask him for my everyday pocket money..he's not working NOW.. and if i keep asking money how long can the money last? thats why i'm working NOW..Personally I do care bout my family altho sometimes i felt that argh..why should i do this all nice things if they keep thinking that I'm always the BAD KID.But the truth is I care bout them and I always try my best to be the BEST at least for them, not for myself...Cause I always don't believe in doing things for myself..its like why do i need to do this for me? sooner or later I will die and hoping hard that i die fast.. yes yes.. so that i will not create more sins that what i've done in the past and before that make my family life sooo much better before i dissappear from this world.
P.S:// Wow ESSAY? mix of emotion..
THIS SUCKS.. so i have a lot to write but too lazy too type! going to study NOW!!.
hippeeeee hooorayyy!!!
Well I was supposed to work tomorrow from 6- closing but,
i opt. to work from 4-8 maybe ? but then my Supervisor was like cannot,
but on Tuesday i got class test and i tot maybe if i finish sch at 3 then wrk from 4-8 isn't it better
so i can go home fast and study my arse up!
I've been working non-stop since Wednesday-Sunday (today!!)
from 6-closing and finally today from 12-4!
Damn today is the worst day in my work day. from 12-4 whole straight, I have to give Flyers!
Gosh! This is boredom and plus ytd and the 2 days before
ytd and today syuha not with me to give Flyers so, its kinda bored ,
as always we would hang out and talk while take turns to give flyers
and meet strange kind of ppl!! YES ALOT...!!!!
on the first day of the giving off flyers? thursday?
had to give off flyers infront of the building, it's not that bad for the first day..
Well cause i saw one bunch of Waseda Syibuya Jap. Guys , well they were eating at Subway.
So again being stupidly standing outside the entrance and giving flyers..
They were going bck i guess, so gave them the flyers then. lol. hoho opportunity :)
gave the one infront so he took it.. and wanted to gave the one behind too, but he just looked at me..
LOL.maybe he thinks "wtf is this girl doing?"
haha...if can give everyone of them one by one hahaha...
so yea it was just a while..then idk how many ppl asked me "excuse me girl you know where is the toilet?"
some asked for directions..Some weird ppl, Look at the flyer but nvr take -_-
And oh gosh some were like " oh give my friend behind" when we going to give same answer..
haha what a trail? frm front say behind behind behind?? until no one behind them also they keep saying pass behind?
Gosh!!Two guys (those who work in Church) was walking so pass them a flyer and one said "APA KHABAR!" = "HELLO,HOW ARE YOU"
isn't they supposed to say thank you or something..Ytd a guy came to me and ask whether got promotion if buy in bulk,can put in gallery or not.. wahh..how am i supposed to know that i'm only a part-timer..and ask me whether the phone no. on the paper is MY NO.
scary man...Today again have to do that but gosh!!plus it's so hot and i haven't eaten since morning. cause i was rushing after my religious class thot of eating but nothing to eat at home so yea, maybe hoping at work i can eat but the Fucking COOKER was Fucking FUCK UP!
So i finish at 4 and my supervisor asked us to go get some food to eat just order it from the Cooker.
But this fucking Cooker was like "ehk stupid hor, wheres the boy just now? How many staff meal you want huh? i want you to go make sure who really want the staff meal?Just now order now Order also.CANNINYA".. how am i supposed to know who ordered the previous staff meal?I just got bck from giving Flyers you damn ARSE!!. and if he's tired.. what bout everyone else? they're not tired is it? and plus its like not he's the only one cooking there's other COOKERS.. and FTW!! i gave up on eating, and decided to just go home..
And again no food..from 8morning-6 noon... until just now when to Causeway to buy Pizza.. gosh how happy am i NOW!!!!!!!
I was really Crying for Sake just now b4 going to CP. cause i was thinking hard.. OMG! so stress..have to work straight no BREAK!
and with this shitty cooker! and like every night when i got home my parents were like where you go?i tot you finish work at 10?
why so late and its like what only 11.25? plus sometimes the closing took alot of time until around 11..Gosh.. Clementi to Woodlands is not NEAR!!..This is everyday Thing for me!! it's like if school ends at 4. by 4.30 must be home? Gosh maybe when i'm schooling in secondary sch its ok since the sch is still in WLDS but now.. it's in CLEMENTI!! and everytime i got home they will always asked me with a curious face,
where you go, why go home so late?Sure go out with Guys right? Come on I nvr do that OK!.Sometimes i Feel so SAD, that every night when i reflect back, well i always do it before sleeping, I always think and cry alone.. Like as if they never TRUST me..Am i'm Such a bad kid?
If I see other parents like my friends they always have freedom but the same time their mom TRUST them, Pamper them, call them also to ask if they are going home soon or not, if not then what time? it's ok to go home late...and their parents waiting for them happily at home not to lecture but just ask nicely what you did today hows your day?gd? bad?.... NOT ME.. cause everytime i go home my mom would be either sleeping or by then call me why so late? bla bla? are you sure you working or not? i see you always go home late, where got work end so late like this? now 11 plus alrdy.. And everytime i go bck home my dad will go lazy la you nvr do housework!..and when i just got bck from work .. yes very tired...And nowadays its like Examination week.. and thinking gosh i haven't got alot of time to STUDY!. with work and everything..and problems and moar other stuff..If only my dad haven't retire yet i wouldn't be working NOW!.. cause i felt that gosh i need to work ,how long can i ask him for my everyday pocket money..he's not working NOW.. and if i keep asking money how long can the money last? thats why i'm working NOW..Personally I do care bout my family altho sometimes i felt that argh..why should i do this all nice things if they keep thinking that I'm always the BAD KID.But the truth is I care bout them and I always try my best to be the BEST at least for them, not for myself...Cause I always don't believe in doing things for myself..its like why do i need to do this for me? sooner or later I will die and hoping hard that i die fast.. yes yes.. so that i will not create more sins that what i've done in the past and before that make my family life sooo much better before i dissappear from this world.
P.S:// Wow ESSAY? mix of emotion..
THIS SUCKS.. so i have a lot to write but too lazy too type! going to study NOW!!.