Jun 10, 2004 01:48
JOB = no more
talkin to mischa, he's tellin me how he wants us to have a cow farm.wtf. and a submarine and a plane and of corse i added that we should have a castle.
im planning to go see him soon, like in a week.leave fridaynite and come back sunday. lots of sex, hot desert sex in arizona.
he's so cute. he calls me everynite. just to say "hey, hows it goin". no one does that besides rian adair. <3
i hung out with rebecca tonite, we were sitting on a bench at park ave and she said that i was a her last resort, that she had called everyone else then called me to hang out. that made me feel so shitty, i never want to be that friend....first of all, i didnt even want to go out, i had a bad day and im sick, but im nice and she said that she didnt want to go home so i felt bad. i went and this is what i got in return. i <3 you becca, but u are a mean person.
i really need to stop smoking, my lungs hurt and im coughing up blood and shit.
i just want to be held, some one hold me.