god, why can't i be skinny now?
haha funny. i dont even believe in god and i feel the need to ask it why i can't be skinny. Stupid.
So, today i was so bad, i had a school lunch just because there was chicken nuggets and mash potatoes. :/ i need more self control. actually what i need is to not bring enough money to school to buy lunch. usually i just buy a drink in the morning and i'm good all day. It's diet coke, so no worries there. and then i went to dinah's house and had a slice of bread, 2 cups of frappocinos, 2 chocolates, some sun flower seeds, and one strip of chicken. Yep. thats about what? 1000 calores? and i only got to work out one time? i'm a failure. so pardon me while i die.
My new goal is 110. i want to weigh 110 so bad. i weigh 158. 48 pounds to go. i can do this. it's better than weighing 192 and wanting to be 110. yep. i can do this. and i will be perfect.
prefect.
So, today i was so bad, i had a school lunch just because there was chicken nuggets and mash potatoes. :/ i need more self control. actually what i need is to not bring enough money to school to buy lunch. usually i just buy a drink in the morning and i'm good all day. It's diet coke, so no worries there. and then i went to dinah's house and had a slice of bread, 2 cups of frappocinos, 2 chocolates, some sun flower seeds, and one strip of chicken. Yep. thats about what? 1000 calores? and i only got to work out one time? i'm a failure. so pardon me while i die.
My new goal is 110. i want to weigh 110 so bad. i weigh 158. 48 pounds to go. i can do this. it's better than weighing 192 and wanting to be 110. yep. i can do this. and i will be perfect.
prefect.