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i had a shitty day. i got bad news, i guess it depends on how you look at it. i guess it was a good thing, now shes not in any pain so i guess im happy. my mom s flying to illinois for the funeral. its going to be hard for my mom think shell be ok but yea. im not sure when the funeral is. its sad but ive become numb to all of this. when i found out that she was sick, i was torn to pieces but after that day i just became numb. i guess thats how i deal with things and it makes me feel like shit but i cant do anything about it. i hate it. yea on top of that i lost one one of my nana's earings.. and im sick. blah thats what i have to say about that. (*sigh*) i guess ill talk to you all later.i feel like im babbeling so im going to go. yea... much love to all. will i love you,thank you for being there for me today.... jon i hope things are working out ok with you.