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yea its like 1:30 and im not even remotely tired. what is wrong with me? i havnt slept in what seems like months. i shouldnt b on the comp but i have nothing else to do so hey.my parents come back on tue. and i go back to school on wed. yipee... :( i am not excited. right now i really wish i could talk to this kid jon that i guess you could say i know of, i met him while at the mall with christina and i just happened to remember his s/n, so ive been reading his entries. he seems pretty interesting, and hes a great poet. anyway, i feel like talking to someone new and hes the first person that came to mind. will is all bummed out that i cant see him tomorrow and he went to bed all bothered but there was nothing i could do about it, that kinda put me in a bad mood i guess. i dont like it when people do that, he was in a bad mood and like didnt talk and i couldnt do anything about how he felt or about the situation in general. it was ok that he was in a bad mood but he didnt have to put me in one. grrr. yea. im really bored, i guess ill continue to twerk my journal...yea. if i come to school without any hair, dont be alarmed! it just means that i got so bored that i pulled it all out tonight.yea i better go, and entertain myself b/c im running out of things to write tonight... oh speaking of things to write, all of my poetry that i had saved on this fucking comp somehow got erased. thats just a big sucks-don'it. remember the poem that i was supposed to have gotten published well we ordered 5 books and they havnt come yet... i wonder where they are, its been like 2 months...hmm... yea im gunna go. it would just make my little heart sing if you would write me, it really does make me feel special... i get all fuzzy inside : )luv you all