Clap Your Hands Say Yeah
So, the week's been alright. I wasn't looking forward to Christmas this year, mainly because I had spent the night over as Lauren's last Christmas. I think she was feeling just as distressed about it as me, and made plans the night before.
I ended up seeing Brokeback Mountain. I was pretty annoyed by it for the first half hour, because I thought it was a cheap ploy to use to well known, "hot," actors playing as gay lovers. But, once you got past Heath Ledger's country accent and they delved into the characters, it was a really good movie.
God, this week, I've gotten so many cds. Okkervil River, Clap Your Hands Say Yeah, the Faint, Broken Social Scene, Rilo Kiley, Architecture For Helskinki, etc. God. I wish I could find a source site for more indie bands.
I saw Lauren last night again, she gave me her huge cd rack, which I really needed. You know, I'm not sure what Lauren and I are, we're just in limbo, I guess. It's not a relationship. I don't think it'll ever turn into that again. Or is it already one, with no need for a title or commitment? I wonder, am I content with that for now? Do I want a "girlfriend?" I'm not sure. It's all confusing. And don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining. I think I'm happy with things as they are right now. Really, I'm fine with a lot of stuff.
I feel like I've changed a whole hell of a lot these past seven months. I don't mope around so much. God, I used to every three or four days. I go through two months and sometimes only have one bad day. I dunno, I feel less eager to please people, more at ease. I'm still that young pervert at heart, though. The only thing really stressful in my life right now is applying for colleges.
But yeeeeeeeeeep, I better be off hittin' the old dusty trail now.
I ended up seeing Brokeback Mountain. I was pretty annoyed by it for the first half hour, because I thought it was a cheap ploy to use to well known, "hot," actors playing as gay lovers. But, once you got past Heath Ledger's country accent and they delved into the characters, it was a really good movie.
God, this week, I've gotten so many cds. Okkervil River, Clap Your Hands Say Yeah, the Faint, Broken Social Scene, Rilo Kiley, Architecture For Helskinki, etc. God. I wish I could find a source site for more indie bands.
I saw Lauren last night again, she gave me her huge cd rack, which I really needed. You know, I'm not sure what Lauren and I are, we're just in limbo, I guess. It's not a relationship. I don't think it'll ever turn into that again. Or is it already one, with no need for a title or commitment? I wonder, am I content with that for now? Do I want a "girlfriend?" I'm not sure. It's all confusing. And don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining. I think I'm happy with things as they are right now. Really, I'm fine with a lot of stuff.
I feel like I've changed a whole hell of a lot these past seven months. I don't mope around so much. God, I used to every three or four days. I go through two months and sometimes only have one bad day. I dunno, I feel less eager to please people, more at ease. I'm still that young pervert at heart, though. The only thing really stressful in my life right now is applying for colleges.
But yeeeeeeeeeep, I better be off hittin' the old dusty trail now.