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so yea. alot going on. last show here as a senior. went good. fairly depressing. then strike was today and im pretty sure were all dead from being tired.
the memorial was also today. walked from the site to the church and yea. people talked. i held it in. after words i went outside and broke down. not sure if i broke my knuckle or not. fuck i miss the kid. i think everything would be better if i could hear his voice and see his smile jus one more time.
other then that, ended with maria, told someone how i feel, am breaking down as i right this, feel a lil sick, thinkin about hvcc if i dont get accepted to sunyit, feel like an ass. yea
i suck