im gonna go with nicole on this one too...EMO POST

Jan 23, 2006 21:13

ignore the fact that im smiling in these pictures cuz i just couldnt find any emo ones.


i feel so _________. i dont really have a word for how i feel, unless there is a word that consists of stressed, sad, emotional, tense, happy, mad, anxious, and tired all at the same time. not only are finals coming up and my grades are all border lines, i have solo night to stress over which is freaking me out cuz i am extremely terrified when it comes to performing on stage. just the whole thing terrifies me, and even though i have worked so hard and am so excited and blessed to have been chosen and have even gotten in, im still dreading it because im afraid of messing up and just having the the whole thing go down the drain. tomorrow is the A capella solo auditions and i really want it, but i dont think ill get it. wednesday is my A.P. history final and my english final and i need to do well. i dont think ive had a second to breath cuz ive been stressing out so much. and then there are some people who just drive you crazy and you wish that social problems and friends were the least of your problems during times like these when you have enough stress on you. and then on top of that, you get shit from other people. thats not cool. well im gonna go back to my little corner and study while being emo. sorry for boring you guy but i just needed to vent.

and well i just love this song and i think it was worthy enough to posted cuz its how i feel at the moment.
I wanted you to knowm that I love the way you laugh.
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away.
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well.
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain.

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn,
and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
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