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really needed to get some things off my chest. im not asking you to read it but i needed to get it out somewhere.
I never thought that one thing could cause your whole life to come crashing down. I used to think that boys, school, etc were the only thing that mattered and that it was the end of the world if gods forbid he didn’t like me back. Now I just laugh at small things like that. Nothing is worse than loosing your best friends, the people who were the most important thing in your life, and the people who kept you going strong. They held out a hand when you thought you could never get back up again. I don’t know about your best friends, but I know that mine were amazing. I’m sorry I’m not perfect, and I am even sorrier for my poor actions and words. It never occurred to me that a few people could mean this much. I would give up anything, anything I tell you, to erase it all and just go back to the summer. These are supposed to be the best years of our lives. If we can’t even learn to forgive the people we love, then what else are we to do? Every time someone makes a mistake…..are we just going to never speak to them again and forget about any relationship that was ever there? Don’t sit there and tell me that you honestly and truly don’t care. Because if you are saying that, then everything was a lie and you never were their friend. You aren’t able to just not associate and stay friends with someone because they made a mistake. Maybe not all of you feel this way, but I can guarantee that everyone on this fucking planet makes mistakes. Surprisingly, that’s a great thing because the more mistakes one makes, the more they learn from their experience. If no one ever made a mistake, we would never learn from our faults. Let me ask you this: If you make a mistake, you would want to be forgiven too, right? Yes. The answer is yes. And if not forgiven, then you would at least want to be able to speak your mind and have the person hear you out and be able to give you the time of day to at least listen to what you have to say. I hardly think that’s asking too much of anyone. It just amazes me when I see friendships thrown away just like that over the most ridiculous matters. Best friends forever. That’s a term I hear all the time and I have gotten it as well, but at least I know when I say it… I really do mean it and never let anything change that.
I never thought that one thing could cause your whole life to come crashing down. I used to think that boys, school, etc were the only thing that mattered and that it was the end of the world if gods forbid he didn’t like me back. Now I just laugh at small things like that. Nothing is worse than loosing your best friends, the people who were the most important thing in your life, and the people who kept you going strong. They held out a hand when you thought you could never get back up again. I don’t know about your best friends, but I know that mine were amazing. I’m sorry I’m not perfect, and I am even sorrier for my poor actions and words. It never occurred to me that a few people could mean this much. I would give up anything, anything I tell you, to erase it all and just go back to the summer. These are supposed to be the best years of our lives. If we can’t even learn to forgive the people we love, then what else are we to do? Every time someone makes a mistake…..are we just going to never speak to them again and forget about any relationship that was ever there? Don’t sit there and tell me that you honestly and truly don’t care. Because if you are saying that, then everything was a lie and you never were their friend. You aren’t able to just not associate and stay friends with someone because they made a mistake. Maybe not all of you feel this way, but I can guarantee that everyone on this fucking planet makes mistakes. Surprisingly, that’s a great thing because the more mistakes one makes, the more they learn from their experience. If no one ever made a mistake, we would never learn from our faults. Let me ask you this: If you make a mistake, you would want to be forgiven too, right? Yes. The answer is yes. And if not forgiven, then you would at least want to be able to speak your mind and have the person hear you out and be able to give you the time of day to at least listen to what you have to say. I hardly think that’s asking too much of anyone. It just amazes me when I see friendships thrown away just like that over the most ridiculous matters. Best friends forever. That’s a term I hear all the time and I have gotten it as well, but at least I know when I say it… I really do mean it and never let anything change that.