getting rid of a friend

[crash88]

have you ever be hurt by some one that u thought was a true friend but it ended yup they never cared about you. that friend makes you feel that you never can really trust any one and you become self confedent. and even though u want to open up to people u can't but u can. you tell them something and u think ok that was stupid their use it agaigsnt

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[bigchief20069]

Julia...ppl are fucked up, and itz just somethin u gotta get used to. I kno how u feel, u wanna open up to ppl and u wanna trust them, but then they end up fuckin erything up, and hurtin u, and itz ur own insecurities fault dat u can't trust anybody. I mean, i don't trust many ppl. And i sometimes question da strength of da bond btween me and some of my best friends. Like I said, ppl are fucked up, and they are gonna fuck wit u, and push ur buttons, and annoy u, and hurt u, itz human nature. So itz kinda hard to avoid. And itz hard, cuz u wanna have close friends, but if u get too attached, u might get hurt. Da only solution i have found to dat problem is to just be cautious when puttin ur trust in ur friends and even bf's, well, gf's in my case. Just be careful, don't just throw ur heart and ur trust and ur friendship to them, u kno, just kinda, let them borrow it, and one day, they will borrow it, and u will feel safe wit them havin it, and they will keep it, metaphorically speakin. U just gotta be able to read ppl and kno if they are ur tru friends or not. Itz hard to do, but ppl are fucked up, and there are very few ginuwinly good ppl in dis world. U just gotta try and not let dat affect u, cuz if itz friends ur lookin for, u got me, 4life, u can't get rid of me, and der are at least 6 billion ova ppl in da world, so im sure u can find a nice group of them dat u will be happy wit and dat u can trust and love 4eva. But if itz happiness ur lookin for, then u just gotta say fuck them, and move on, even tho it will be hard, cuz when u start to live for urself, and not let ppl's fucked up ways bother u, u will start to feel happier cuz u have to view life like ur on top of ur own world, and when u are on da top of ur own world, u feel like da shit, da queen, the ruler. Itz all bout viewin life a certain way, u may not understand, and u may think im krazy, but itz worked for me, im not tellin u bullshit, im tellin u wha i have seen and/or experienced, cuz y would i tell u bullshit, dats not kool, friends don't tell friends bullshit. and as far as ppl who ask u ignorant questions, just ignore them, i mean, yea, itz gonna get under ur skin for a few hours, but u just gotta let it go, live for urself, der is no sense in poutin ova somethin someone else said to u, just be like, fuck them and move on, cuz sittin der and cryin bout some stupid shit like dat is like bein in a rockin chair, it gives u somethin to do, but it won't get u anywhere. I mean, u have a right to be mad or sad at somethin someone says to u, but don't let it affect u dat much, cuz dats lettin ova ppl run ur life, and u don't need dat, not at all. So live for urself, cautiously choose ur crowd, and hopefully some happiness will come to u like it came to me. and if all dis talkin and stuff i said doesn't work, or totally doesn't relate to how u feel, ill just give u hugs, lol. Big Chief is out...holla!!!