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i just found a powerful drug and when i don't have it god do i break down.i see everything so clear when I'm off it. my drug is people when I'm talking to them or around them I don't have to think about my problems i can think about theirs.it's like i can leave the real world.and god when I'm back i notice how high i go. i have such high epectations no joke. I mean my parents don't help either because they always tell me i can do what ever i want but i can't i just can't. i mean theres just to much in my way i can't do everything i want. and it just makes me so mad. god such crap and
and i hate beening 16. i don't know who i am. i don't want to go though stages an dfigure it out i just want to know. i hate stages i just don't want to go though them i jsut wich i could reach the end fucking hell.
and i hate beening 16. i don't know who i am. i don't want to go though stages an dfigure it out i just want to know. i hate stages i just don't want to go though them i jsut wich i could reach the end fucking hell.