9 more days
Alex,
I think this will be my last time writing to you before your here. It's crazy how these 9 months have gone. Seems like just yesterday I got the word back that you were coming and I couldn't wait for you, now we are 9 days away from being together. Your dad and I went to your last ultra-sound along with Grandma and you were the most beautiful thing that either one of us have seen. All my fears of you not being "perfect" and something being wrong with you were instantly wipped away when I saw you on the sceen. I knew going into it that what I saw on the sceen was going to be what you looked like when you placed into my arms, and to see your face melted my heart. We got so many great times ahead of us. Everyone keeps telling us how much our lives our going to change, but ever since we found out that you were coming we have changed our lives to revole around yours. Your everything to your dad and I, and your coming into a family that has so much love for you. I never want you to think other wise. Right now it's even hard for me to write this to you because I'm crying just thinking about you. Not in a bad way but in all the good ways. I always cry tears of joy when it comes to you. You've made your dad and I lives compleate on all levels. There are so many things that your dad feels for you along with me. We got so many hopes and dreams for your life, but we both know that doesn't mean anything if your not happy. No matter what you want to do your dad and I will stand by you with arms wide open. We both want to show you everything that life has to offer you and show you that you can do anything you want. In the end though I hope you look back and say that you had the best parents in the world and that they did everything for you and they gave you uncondational love even when you made mistakes in life. I can't wait for Alex, you are the best thing your dad and I could of got out of life. We love you with all our hearts, just remember that always.
Love always,
Mom